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mood swinging dayy
from dizzy bcum moody
den from moody bcum nervous
n from nervous bcum sadness..
hahas
i dunwan 2 disappoint anyone...
but ended up disappointin more ppl..
hahs mebbe i shd not hav any hopes anymore
n then i wun disappoint anythin anymore ritee?
mebbe i will feel happier tt wayy
i dunwan 2 do big things
i dunwan 2 noe big things
cos i cnt even handle my small world
n the small being in myself..
hahs.. den how m i goin 2 handle big things?
i dunno..
i feel like a total failure
was lookin fwd 2 FOA ytd
was feelin so happy ytd
but its all gone
wazz left..
r memories
jus memories.....
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