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20071227

hmm it's been a long time since i ever blogged
these few days have been kinda nice partly due to the christmasy feeling is still there and that i finally dont have the feeling of being alone anymore. (:
pia-ing stuff in com lab w yufeng n xinhui has been fun yupps although we nua quite a lot hahas.
and also i think its been fruitful, at least we got the ticket done and half of the j1 publicity posters done too! (:
pow is coming down tmr to pass me the flash wheee... got sample to follow wont be that bad at least!! gambatte gambatte!!
the nicest thing this week should be the movie marathon with suayu, jeffrey n yufeng.. though yufeng only watched one cos the second one he watched before le... whee similarity between two movies is that alot people died.... aye what wld u expect from i am legend n warlords? but i am legend was more scary cos the zombies always come suddenly GRRRR... disgusting zombies... awwww.. suayu n jeffrey wanted to be spoilers by shouting the ending into the cinemas but they did not in the end... hahas i wonder what wld happen if they did.... oo new discovery! suayu is as hum as me towards gory hehe... lol his classic sentence was the xiu qiu when wuyang cut off tt general's head... pervertic ==

aye right now.. xuanchuan is busy rushing for deadlines!!! ahhhh so kong bu... well i think we can manage those deadlines... will have a "chat" with fang lao shi tmr... hav too many things to ask him alr..

sad thing this holidays is i haven't see xinyi shiying n sylvia for the whole holidays.... aye... doubt i will hav time to do so now thanks to the numerous deadlines... grrr... i dont even have time to date my homework.. aww. im glad tt i did some of them in nov PHEW.....

yay tts all for now.. shall go back n chiong stuff...

20071215

escaping from a problem is becoming my forte. cos i've escaped for more than 3 months already. first time in my life that i ever disliked someone so much too i guess.. clearly, i know that i wont want to be zuzhang with him. but i don't know how to say it out to him in the face, see when he wants to break my limits again. irritating asshole. aye suayu is coming back on the 21st. and when he comes back im supposed to show him the publicity poster for next year's huangcheng. wonderful that leaves me with one week more.... meeting on the 17th.. i wonder who will come.. half? or less than half? if more than half should i be happy? but im sure that i wont feel anything if its less than half. i feel like going overseas so that i can throw all the work to the other zuzhang like what he did to me for the past 5months. argh.. this is so TROUBLESOME!!!! thinking about cca problems never fail to give me a headache. how long more can i escape?? or should i just give up?

christmas is coming... my bankruptcy is coming together with it too.. still deciding whether i should give stuff to those coming on budget day lalala...

im dreading work bit by bit everytime i go to work.. its such a chore to be a cashier seeing the customers faces. sometimes i really want to murder them esp when they have no manners and order me around like a maid.. DISGUSTING!!!!!

homework is piling up, huangcheng stuff are coming in and i see my days of darkness coming back again... i do hope piaing huangcheng would be more relaxing than me tanking geyao alone but i dont think so...

awwww.... soon i will emo again....

20071203

if only someone can stop me from thinking so much.... when i think too much... the problem will just roll like a snowball and become bigger == its damn irritating but i dunno what to do with it... i want to make a decision that i would not regret and its damn difficult. ARGH!
what kind of person am i like? i dunno... i have a feeling that im deceiving myself at certain times too.. im really getting psycho.. i wonder when will this end..