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20061130

life seriously sucks to me now
yeah i know i jus posted one
but i feel like posting another one
hahah I FEEL LIKE I HAV BEEN CHEATING
to MYSELF for the past few years or
maybe EVERYDAY...
hahaha.. i know im someone who gets hyped easily..
i feel like scolding vulgarities almost evrytime
someone stepped on my tail
but always rephrased the words to not so vulgar..
HAHA.. shit this i wan 2 b more frank!
but always failed to.. HAHA like wtf...
there are some things that i always wanted to do
but never had the courage to do so or even
admit tt i wanted to do.. HAHAHA
lols shit i feel nonesensical
theres sth wrong wif me today..
but i dunno wad it is..
lack of sleep? its always been for this year..
hahas wads wrong with me?!?!?!
maybe its the realization that
i have been cheated for almost half a year
by someone who i hav always trusted and helped!

20061129

my life is in a big mess..
HAHA damn i feel cheated..
i regret going to grad night its like damn shit
cos its WASTING money like wth
200$ jus 2 look nice n proper for tt grad night
plus tt 65$ too
the dress, the shoes, the bag n wadeva stuff
WHY ISSIT SO HARD 2 DRESS UP 4 A FUNCTION?!
and spent 30 dollars 2 buy a pair of shoes
to let my sis say tt it looks auntie
like wtf seriously
just bcos the straps r not thin
n there is a ribbon on top
anyway i dun hav the mood 2 argue w u
cos u always think tt ur right...
n well the hideous truth..
my pay is 3.40 NOT 3.60
n all along i hav been thinking tt its 3.60
damn if i knew tt its 3.40
U WONT BE SEEING ME AT MOS THIS HOLS!
and anyway its too late to change a job now..
and apparently..
in my house.. theres nothinh but criticism..
its either saying tt ur fat.. or
u got a bad taste regardless of
food, clothes or even shows tt i watch
wads the freaking problem?!
i do what i want like tt oso cant.. HAHAHA
sucks to my FUCKED UP life!

20061116

ok i finally got my new specs!!
its RED.. though i dont really like red
but it seems like red suits my face best
so jus leave it lo..
my bro say i look nerdy but wadeva to him
nth good comes out of his mouth anw

i saw jas n yunqi ytd
haha they asked me why m i still at mos
actually i also wonder why i m still there
maybe im jus pure lazy to get a new job..
really miss them man.. so long nvr come n c me
evilll ):

for e past few weeks of holidays
hav been meeting up wif shiying xinyi mag n sylvia
for spades! hahas we play in public la can..
pro us.. then we always go caltex
then lenny will treat us to the leftovers hahas
2day gg 2 sylvia's hse for mahjong!
too bad is 3 que 1.. ):

im freaking boredd on my off day.
sick of playing maple still
cos it keeps getting dc for no reason
screwed internet..
n im sick of fighting drum bunnies
ahh wadeva..
yuwei send me ur games!!! hahaha

yay xmas is coming soon.. haha
still got 1 month plus la..
but i already got my xmas list ready
so i jus need 2 ask for the addresses
n get my budget done..
hahahs

my shopping list for this year!
1. specs (done)
2. clothes
3. HANDPHONE!!!
hehe q lil things 2 buy la..
but my bank only left 100+ now..
next week shd hav 300+
then next month shd b hav 500
if i dun spend much.. hahas hopefully
still wondering if i shd continue working nxt yr
if i dun work i will hav no money 2 spend
so aiyah.. but i shdnt work.. JC life..
i cant imagine how busy it is =.=

read 405's people LJs
haha yiming's post is making me very CURIOUS!!
wad is custard puffy??
haha anw THANKS VERY MUCH for buying me a present!!
muacks!

20061103

anyway pls treat this date as 2 NOV hehe
i blogged this aft midnight
whee im back again! hahas
anyway *ALERT*
this post shd b rather long if im not wrong
kk lets start with ytd! hahas
yest went back 2 sch 2 get report book
I AM PROMOTED!! with 71.63..
seriously to me its V GOOD..
but compare wif sch.. it kinda suck yeah i know
wth i dun really care.. cos its the best i ever got
rashidah invited me 2 her hse tml
n offered to help me print photo! hahas
she said i look pretty in e photo *amazed*
haha so i agreed to go her hse lor and asked xinyi too!
then aft tt played bridge wif yuwei, xinyi, ly
xinyi left.. n the 3 of us r like mass discussing
whether to go out or not n WHERE.. hahas
funny us n we discussed q long la.. ==
so.. final is we go eat prata n then go yuwei's hse
n play com!! haha her games rock!!
hee i like i like!! ly is crazy over jiang wei..
someone who died 3K years ago.. if im not wrong..
reached home at arnd 10
gaming is addictive...
at 1st we wanted to leave at 5.. n we left at 9 ==
kk end of ytd now today
today supposed 2 go rashidah hse..
actually i dunno go there for wad.. but then jus go lor
for fun HAHA
reached there at 1030.. i lived e furthest but i reached
the.. earliest.. diaos meisiew den carolyn reached soon aft
then we sat at mac waiting for ppl 2 arrive
wif huijun n luting << crazy women
reached rashidah's hse at arnd 11+
she told us abt ghost stories, travel stories n teaching experience
anyway, I HATE DISSECTIONS!!
not tt im scared of blood (if im how i survive periods la)
but.. its just pure disgusting n CRUEL!!! grrr
anyway we gossipped abt tchrs too
apparently, rashidah also doesn't like LSS! haha
and then we took photos again
left her hse at arnd 3 haha cos she wan to go find her nephew
aft rashidah's hse we went to arcade yay
spent 10+ there yay congrats to me..
nvm pay day is coming soon 200+!! $_$
i wan manicure set..!! not that im girly or anything
but i think nails r FUN!! hohoho im weird ignore me
arcade is fun.. went mass basketball wif huijun n luting
huijun is good IM GOOD TOO!! hehehe *ego*
but we only managed to get 2 stage 2 but not PASS
n we played some newb games too rather lame
but well.. HEHEHE *looks somewhere*
left arcade at arnd 6.. haha we rock!! ^^
anyway had lunch at lot 1's pizza hut..
they r really SLOW... n SOTONG.. ==
so alert nxt time if u wan go there
be patient.. (:
reached home at arnd 8 haha not bad
kk now 4 the random stuff!!
recently, i discovered tt
xinyi n shiying both like 2 say tt im FUNNY.. ==
am i really tt funny ah =.= *suspicious*
actually i think sylvia sometimes said tt to me
but tts when i became lame or sth.. (most prob not enuff slp)
well anyway.. MUST FIX XINYI'S COM!! grr
her com is kind of weird the IE is weird..
n the newly downloaded firefox is WEIRD too..
hence we cant play spades!!! n once her com hangs its gone ==
cos her mum wun giv her the pw to switch on e com
hais poor thing *pats*
n my dear juniors FINALLY decided tt
they will not want to come bugis n work
cos its too far! well..
i already asked them a million times if they mind the dist
n they said NO.. now they tell me they mind DIAOS!!
actually im q pissed wif u 2..
but im nice so i shant say anything
n if u c this post pls dun do such a thing AGAIN..
ltr i really volcano erupt den im sorry..
man i discovered tt im kind of a rattler too!! hahas
nvm its not tt i often blog
HAHAHA well tts all ppl good night/morning (wadeva)