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20090430

WHEEE I CHANGED MY BLOG TEMPLATE!! oo and its with the latest photos HAHAHAHAH! had nth to do with the computer and i managed to download adobe photoshop CS4 a few days ago = change template! lalalala!
yay 亚纶and鬼鬼 = my favourite 银幕情侣！ ok im insane.. ignore me.. hahahahahahah!

anyway, yesterday i finally received ADMISSION LETTER from NUS! although i would prefer NTU over NUS, but if NTU despised me, then fine! of cos i would go NUS, duh. but then i think like what my sis said, as long as u managed to get better or equal to 2nd upper class, who cares what school u from? but i still feel very very happy cos i am wanted by university le!!! YAY!!!

oo and monday went for shopping, spent around 150bucks.. but i was so happy cos i am lighting up my wardrobe with colours apart from white and black!! hahaha!! my mum was quite shocked at the colours i bought too.. actually me too! LOL.. and ya i realised christina is a very havoc cum hip mother! i think i would be quite proud of her if she were my mother.. she is so IN! hahah! and we met sis aidah too! so coincidental! oo and i think the whole bunch of us (liping, chris, cynthia, auntie marck) spent alot of time laughing and telling funny and weird stories lol. too bad kaihui not with us sighs...

ehh ok i need go calm down liao.. finished changing template feeling so high now... nights ppl! i need go sleep soon.. and tmr got amela doing registration!! yay!!

20090424

hais i dunno why but this month had been a bad month with too many random events that are kinda making me emo..
ya sometimes i know is i think too much.. and i think partly why im feeling emo/sad is because i too 犯贱. AND YES I DO KNOW IM A TEMP STAFF.. and if all along i just do and ONLY do what a temp staff is supposed to do.. maybe work wont be so tiring but i dont think i will feel satisfied after work too.. i will just feel that i've did nothing and went to work for nothing.. cos i am not learning anything more.. ok then i can start to take more leave even if u all are short of people. ya, i know i am quite 任性。 but i am still following most of the stupid rules and regulations.. i do need some time to accept the fact that the name tag is DAMN UGLY though i still must wear it. just dont nag at me and keep EMPHASISING that i am a temp staff or young girl who dunno anything or even threaten to cut my pay.. cos i really HATE IT. temp staff ya so?! i can be independent and i dont need help everytime. and if my pay really got cut even by 10cents or so, BYEBYE HSA!
BAD MOOD BAD MOOD. and i hope they dont emphasise the fact that im a temp staff anymore on fri or sat. if not i will just attitude and take MC.

20090418

对与错
该与不该
蠢与不蠢
我也不想管了
反正本来就分不清的
而且我也想不通
那就干脆不要想了

20090417

my thoughts are kinda in a mess now.. but i also dunno who can i talk to.. so i shall just write them all out here then..

i used to think that i am matured until today.. frankly speaking, my life has been generally smooth all these years.. i never really faced great difficulties or depressing stuff before.. thus, im not used to unexpected twists/changes in life just like how someone younger than me wanted to borrow money from me to go for..abortion. it was seriously something i couldn't accept at that point of time cos she was someone very innocent in my memories.. yeah but anyway i only lent her 50$.. liping said i was very foolish to even believe her or even bother about her sms.. but i knew she was someone who wouldn't lie to me (as much as i hoped she was).. still, i couldn't lend her more cos i cant accept what she did.. her life is actually quite sad la due to her family.. and then i realised how lucky i was to live a very normal life with not much unexpected events although it can be routine and mandatory at times.. but i guess i would prefer my life to stay that way...

平凡其实是一种最简单的幸福。。。

20090412

如果哪天，我突然不见了，会有人想我吗？
i wonder....

20090405

ok someone asked me to blog.. so i shall blog! hahaha! random.. =.=;;
anyway i think many things have happened recently but lucky all happy stuff la.. not any emo stuff that i remember of...
WORK!
kaihui left already and there was a switch of job scopes for me and cynthia! now cynthia is at apheresis while im at registration! registration really rocks so much more than pure data entry, not because of the people but because of the job itself! hahahaha! i can now see PEOPLE instead of just COMPUTER! oo then due to the switch of job scope, i got to know more staff and liping (the 38 woman at red cross) hahaha. kinda form a fixed lunch group from tues-thurs now which includes cynthia, liping, uncle marck and me hahahahaha. so every lunch has become more fun and interesting with arrows shooting everywhere. oo and fernnie left too.. before she left, i gave her one packet of gelatine sweets, then she got come back and gave me one can of gelatine sweets! omg so sweet of her.... *sobz* wonder where she found the can though, more pro than me liao hahahahaha! whee and i took a photo with her! and i do hope that her delivery would be smooth and im very sure her baby would be super duper cute! ahh yes and it was so coincidental cos i met her outside work twice in two days consecutively!!! hahahahaha! WHEEE im satisfied with my job now! hmm and although kaihui left, i think im still meeting her quite frequently for dinners etc which is quite cool.. LOL! ya lor ya lor i think i very lucky, cos my other friends dont seem to be in very good terms with their other temp colleagues.. yet i can go K, movie and dinner with them. whee!

Other random stuff
yesterday finally went back to school to look at my juniors and huangcheng`09. ok la i think my juniors r kinda doing fine, but i still think that they need to be more efficient if they really want to catch up with those deadlines.. jiayou jiayou!! must carry on the huangcheng spirit from `08!! hmm i think they are lacking in the bonds between chouwei somehow... no family feeling leh dunno why. my year was so nice in general, shan't talk about any specific individuals.. oo but their xiemu wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. so not bad la. hahaha.
oo and today i was totally in this retail therapy mood... went to the mamegoma shop in PS. bought one reasonable size mamegoma for 21$ and ordered one 32cm mamegoma for 42$.. add together that equates to 63$! omg. oo and i finally paid for my paris eiffel tower notebook wallet! its $38.14 including registered mail cost. and sum all together its more than >100$ off my bank account.. AHHH!! MY oo and starting from tmr onwards its going to be an exciting week!
monday: meeting workplace ppl to go K and dinner too.
thursday: after work = dinner, movie, midnight K! super havoc lol.
friday: PH!! =extra off day! MAYBE going mahjong or rest see first bahh

wheee i think im in such a high mood now thanks to retail therapy.. oo and this month de color cover out alr.. its my boyfriend!! HAHAHHAA! so happy!! lalalala.........