不想一路走來珍惜的回憶沒有你

20061130

life seriously sucks to me now
yeah i know i jus posted one
but i feel like posting another one
hahah I FEEL LIKE I HAV BEEN CHEATING
to MYSELF for the past few years or
maybe EVERYDAY...
hahaha.. i know im someone who gets hyped easily..
i feel like scolding vulgarities almost evrytime
someone stepped on my tail
but always rephrased the words to not so vulgar..
HAHA.. shit this i wan 2 b more frank!
but always failed to.. HAHA like wtf...
there are some things that i always wanted to do
but never had the courage to do so or even
admit tt i wanted to do.. HAHAHA
lols shit i feel nonesensical
theres sth wrong wif me today..
but i dunno wad it is..
lack of sleep? its always been for this year..
hahas wads wrong with me?!?!?!
maybe its the realization that
i have been cheated for almost half a year
by someone who i hav always trusted and helped!