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20070821

geyao is finally over!
im happy cos i dun hav do more shit than i hav already done
although the actual running was rather bad for me
w all the ppl pang-seh-ing me. n the heavily short of xc ppl.
even the unexpected ppl came for duty. a minor consolation. (:
2nd time crying in hc. shit i feel damn loser.
tried v hard to control and failed badly.
but at least i know that there are still people who care for me!
so to all these people : THANKS!
seriously to me, there is NO POINT in being guilty.
whats done is done. and its not like u can undo it.
n to me now, saying sorry doesn't help anymore.
the word guilty can now make me pissed off easily.
hmm fanglaoshi came to niao me about the ticket n prog booklet
ticket : w/o the price inclusive of GST. seriously to me its damn REDUNDANT
programme booklet: 华中学府 instead of 华侨中学（高中部）
damn the content sent to me wrote this. of cos i copy wholesale.
i alr have no time to think whether its correct or wrong
and it will take one precious day to confirm it
so what for?! programme booklets need time to be printed!
then of cos in the end all the blame comes to me.
was contemplating if i shd continue to be zuzhang.
wonder if i can handle the stress again.
i hate ppl who make empty promises about their responsibilities.
but i guess i shd prove that i could do much better than what i did for geyao.
it doesn't make sense tt i only give up now..
i WILL stay and survive. (:

after 1 month of emo-ing n stress,
i guess i hav became stronger mentally.
i wont be that easily da2 bai4 anymore!!
n once again.. i see the importance of EFFICIENCY.

anw math test was screwed..
first time in my life tt i worry whether i can get double digits!!
arghh disgusting feeling..
but well i know evryone will die together
so im not tt afraid anymore LOL...

tmr got WR draft to hand in
shall chiong tonight
anw im staying up to watch my x-family!!
ahh tonight's episode is so NICE/EXCITING!!
kk tts all i go chiong WR le...