不想一路走來珍惜的回憶沒有你

20070903

its the september holidays. but it don't suggest REST to me.
haha sept hols hav always been muggin ever since secondary sch i suppose.
but i dun really rmb if i did mug durin those days though..
im starting to hate my keyboard. its STIFF..

my birthday flew past in a swoosh.
spent my birthday kinda alone.. lol
but im still happy. cos i m not used to havin ppl celebrate w me
my birthday has always been as normal as it is..
thanks to all those who gave me presents!!
some little stuff seem to go into me more haha.

actually i got nothing 2 blog about leh..
i dun really blog about things... haha
my life is too ordinary i think..
i feel insignificant..

on the bus ride home, i was thinking.
everyone was made for a purpose.
whats mine? i cant find any purpose in me.
im not exceptionally good in anything....
so whats the purpose of me?
if you know pls tell me. i really need some purposes. haha

i feel like flunking promos..
im sick of studying... i see no purpose in mugging..
cos no matter how hard i study.. my results will still stay tt way right..
then when my parents know the results.
they blame no one but me...
hmm it makes sense cos i created the results right?
but if they expect As from me.. they can jus be ready to get disappointed
then they will jus blame me for working...
but i cant imagine if i dun work anymore.
i feel tt i will definitely lose sth... maybe money? or even more?
i think i find stuff tt i cant find in my home nor school during work..
i feel better of myself tt way.. hahaha.

ahhhhhhhh this is a pessimistic day..
grumbly post.. so bad... bad me...
and at this time. of cos im still waiting for my videos..
argh i hate waiting but its worth the wait..
im an irony.. rahh..