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20071215

escaping from a problem is becoming my forte. cos i've escaped for more than 3 months already. first time in my life that i ever disliked someone so much too i guess.. clearly, i know that i wont want to be zuzhang with him. but i don't know how to say it out to him in the face, see when he wants to break my limits again. irritating asshole. aye suayu is coming back on the 21st. and when he comes back im supposed to show him the publicity poster for next year's huangcheng. wonderful that leaves me with one week more.... meeting on the 17th.. i wonder who will come.. half? or less than half? if more than half should i be happy? but im sure that i wont feel anything if its less than half. i feel like going overseas so that i can throw all the work to the other zuzhang like what he did to me for the past 5months. argh.. this is so TROUBLESOME!!!! thinking about cca problems never fail to give me a headache. how long more can i escape?? or should i just give up?

christmas is coming... my bankruptcy is coming together with it too.. still deciding whether i should give stuff to those coming on budget day lalala...

im dreading work bit by bit everytime i go to work.. its such a chore to be a cashier seeing the customers faces. sometimes i really want to murder them esp when they have no manners and order me around like a maid.. DISGUSTING!!!!!

homework is piling up, huangcheng stuff are coming in and i see my days of darkness coming back again... i do hope piaing huangcheng would be more relaxing than me tanking geyao alone but i dont think so...

awwww.... soon i will emo again....