不想一路走來珍惜的回憶沒有你

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i am a really weird person. just like what others said, i cry over things that i shouldn't be crying for, and don't cry over things that i should cry for.
amazingly, 黄城 is over. it seems fast but the process somehow seems very 漫长 too. but i guess i will only feel the depression only after school officially reopens (end of blocks).
i will remember the days where i was sick until almost dying, skipped school but still went back in the afternoon for 黄城 auditions, find fang to vet stuff then go home still chiong ticket + postcards. (:
i will remember the days where i went with kahming to take photos for the postcard and the poster. the fun and laughter with the people who were around like jeffrey, hongwei, melvin, suayu and huiying. (:
i will remember the one week plus that we used to paint the banner. the one week where i just continued painting right after lessons until 8 plus 9. it was tough but i also had jiamin, meixuan,yufeng and sinyee to accompany me through, esp the saturday where suayu came to help too! thanks!! (:
i will remember how i chiong the programme booklet with yufeng, meixuan and yonghao, at the same time niao-ing about each other de ridiculous scandals. (:
i will remember the random outings after school with jiamin, meixuan, yufeng and yonghao to OneInk, WahMee and Artscards, esp jiamin cos went out with her most. but also must thank her or else everytime i will most probably end up going alone ):
i will remember the random dinner outings after zongcai/cca with yufeng, meixuan, yonghao, wanglin, jeffrey, suayu and hongwei which can sometimes cheer me up or help boost my dried up energy. (:
i will remember the satisfaction i got from seeing the banner in the central plaza, final products of the ticket, postcard, poster and the programme booklet and getting all the t-shirts and jackets printed. (:
i will remember all the drawings and designs that my zu came up with for everything. the initiatives and pain they took to draw the programme booklet, t-shirt, VT board and our very own xuanchuan jacket. special thanks to minhui, xinran and hweeyanne! (:
这一路真的走得很辛苦！but i belived that all is worth it now after getting to know that so many people cared about me! 辛苦 also 辛苦 until got 价值!
谢谢 meixuan for listening to my troubles and accompanying me these 3 months!
谢谢 yufeng for being my sai-gang warrior, helping me tank when im tired..
谢谢 jiamin for being the poor classmate who always go with me after school to anywhere!
谢谢 yonghao for your random caring like offering to help me do my homework!
谢谢 suayu for being a good 总监(奸),lucky you are quite fun-loving or else i think i will be quite sian communicating with you.
谢谢 jeffrey for being the non-xc person who helped me most and the STUPID scandal you created..
谢谢 huiying for being a nice secretary and being there for me when i super emo or have problems that i dunno how to settle.
谢谢 brandy for all the advice and encouragement you gave as a 大姐姐 and the mushy sms you USED TO let me see. XD
谢谢 choonyen for being a very great motivation cos u very chiong so i will sometimes feel guilty for not doing enough.
谢谢 minzhe for the random attempts to counsel me and occasional take-same-bus person.
谢谢 hongwei for being a nice friend who randomly helps me to go buy bubble tea!
谢谢 wanglin for sometimes cheering me up too and letting me bully.
谢谢 huijun for being a nice friend, cheering me up and giving me a vdae present!
谢谢 lilong for helping me to fix my shoes apart from you mistaking me as a PRC and teasing my voice.
谢谢 melvin for being the postcard model!
谢谢 anni for helping me out with the paint and stuff.
谢谢 peiying/jonathan for the trouble i gave them when i order food.
谢谢 kahming for helping me take all the photos ever since geyao.
谢谢 the juniors for being nice and 乖! esp to those who took initiative in giving ideas and drawing!
谢谢 ALL other ppl who gave me encouragement and support during the course of huangcheng. 谢谢! *bows*
i guess it will be very hard for me to
习惯 not going home when the sky is dark,
习惯 not talking crap with the huangcheng ppl everyday
习惯 not going to b107/LEP room and
习惯 the saturdays w/o lianpai/zongcai
i will miss 黄城 a lot. i guess. after all, there is a lot of time and effort spent there. there is far too much memories with it..
at least now i dare to say...
从想放弃到坚持撑下去，我没有后悔了！