不想一路走來珍惜的回憶沒有你

20080705

got back my math blocks which was kinda disappointing. many careless and retarded mistakes. and to think that i was contemplating for a B which came out to be a E. hais. sometimes.. i kinda hate how people think that i am smart. to me, it brings me unneccessary stress that i cant explain how it came about. somehow, i think those random comments will bring me higher expectations of myself. and if, i cant live up to those expectations, it will just bring disappointment. but i seriously seriously hope i will get an A for my chemistry, because its the only subject i can be proud of. ms wong told me that i did fine for my chemistry but not fantastic. should i be happy or? i also dunno. argh but well.. its not me to dwell too much on these kind of things anyway. shall come to worry at a later date.
anyway despite all the 重击 blocks have been bringing me, im still feeling happy because of huiqing! well, cos i know meixuan, yufeng and yonghao are buying me a present. actually i didn't expect yonghao n yufeng to buy me one, so im actually very pleasantly surprised! and it doesnt really matter what you all buy already cos i can see the sincerity! but you all really dont understand me leh, only know that i like mamegoma.... == going out w lilong and hongwei and co-going with meixuan, yufeng, yonghao and wanglin yesterday has also been quite fun despite all the "开玩笑" and the stupid invisible links. 你们可以让我忘掉烦恼。
COINCIDENCE, i saw two people carrying the same bag same colour as me within 2 hours. argh. then, today, i saw someone in school with that bag again! .... im totally speechless. i should be proud of my good taste eh..
eh well, thats about all for today! hope huiqing will be fun! (: (: