不想一路走來珍惜的回憶沒有你

20090417

my thoughts are kinda in a mess now.. but i also dunno who can i talk to.. so i shall just write them all out here then..

i used to think that i am matured until today.. frankly speaking, my life has been generally smooth all these years.. i never really faced great difficulties or depressing stuff before.. thus, im not used to unexpected twists/changes in life just like how someone younger than me wanted to borrow money from me to go for..abortion. it was seriously something i couldn't accept at that point of time cos she was someone very innocent in my memories.. yeah but anyway i only lent her 50$.. liping said i was very foolish to even believe her or even bother about her sms.. but i knew she was someone who wouldn't lie to me (as much as i hoped she was).. still, i couldn't lend her more cos i cant accept what she did.. her life is actually quite sad la due to her family.. and then i realised how lucky i was to live a very normal life with not much unexpected events although it can be routine and mandatory at times.. but i guess i would prefer my life to stay that way...

平凡其实是一种最简单的幸福。。。