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my last day at HSA..
31st july was the last day i worked at bloodbank! i didnt really feel anything in particular just like it was any other normal day. prepared some small presents for the people there. afterall, they've been really nice to me. wanted to take photos one. but everyone also have donors' eyes staring, so gave up the idea :( but still managed to take some la ^^ shant talk about stupid donors who still want to irritate me on my last day. they just piss me off! >< the clerks gave me a box of ferror rocher and a small b/w card. after work, went out with hot mama, her friend, liping, cynthia and auntie. had dinner, crapped and had fun la. hahaha. exchanged a bit of presents here and there la. hot mama gave each of us a box of tolberone! liping gave me a paris scheduler! then me and cyn combine gave them each of them a sign with meaningful words la. i wrote hot mama and liping a letter too! then hot mama so cute, smsed me that she was so touched by my letter LOL. ^^ haha i waiting for your reply letter~~ anyway thanks to all of you, life in HSA had been made more entertaining, if not i would have died long ago with all those BLOODY STUPID/RIGID rules~ do keep in contact often! hahaha~ to cynthia: let's jiayou together in NUS accountancy bah!

saturday spent one whole day nua-ing in front of the computer. it really feels good. cos it's been a long long time since i ever did that. im kinda sick of always going out too... and that idea could never be more confirmed until maybe today?

today went for K, as usual i organized/initiated it. the start of everything was OK, just like any other K outing, happy, fun and everything. but then it was until i started thinking, why on earth should i be so 犯贱，organize outing, book K room, buy food, bring camera for u all to camwhore, and still let u all tease... seriously why. i also dun understand. at that point of time, i really dun understand and just felt really tired and sick. it's not like i cant accept jokes or anything, but there are certain stuff that i really dont like people talking about it or doing. whenever i said stop, it is just being ignored... i wonder, if one day, if i stop letting u all tease or whatever, will we still be good friends? maybe im just being too emo and thinking too much, but whatever, i am too tired to brood over it already.. but i still need to vent it out somewherre, if not i think i will suffer from internal injuries.. hahahahahaa! tmr will be a brand new day!!!!!!!!!!!! gambatte!!!
应该是我太白目了，所以才看不见别人对我的好吧…… 也有可能是我太自私，贪心地想要更多…… 我开始连我自己也不认识了~