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20110415

just realized its been >6months that i have blogged. so i guess its going to be quite a long one this time round..

today is the last day of school but its my free day so i was just nua-ing at home. epic thursday yesterday, slept at 530am, and ended up waking at 2pm today. well i deserved the sleep after all the random work i have been doing for the past few days. i think i need to let off some bitchiness inside me before i can talk about the happier things this semester!

yesterday, went school at 10am after sleeping at 4am the previous day.. was doing SS report. >< then in the afternoon SS meeting, a happy meeting filled with laughter and etc. the nightmare started when i started discussing (consultation?) with my macro econs group. its not really considered a group since there was only 1 person discussing with me. one got dance one got exam (so havent finish assignment) how epic can that be. and best, the 1 person is not discussing with me, its more like CONSULTING me. consulting me is ok, i mean i dont mind explaining to you and all, but I REALLY DONT LIKE IT IF YOUR TONE IS BAD (i dont care if you have poor english) or YOU JUST END UP ASKING ME TO EXPLAIN EVERY SINGLE QUESTION/PART. i explained, you dun understand, i explain AGAIN in simpler terms. seriously what more do you expect from me, i am not an angel hello. I HAVE A BITCH LIVING INSIDE ME. or even asking me to explain the textbook to you. and keep telling me "i dont understand your answer to this question." and when i ask you what do you think should be put inside, you just simply answered "i dunno". THEN? I SHOULD KNOW? but well, i should give you credits for your effort for coming online and always handing up the assignments. just that ytd you really make me very pissed off. and i totally regretted giving everyone SAME MARKS FOR PEER EVALUATION on monday. 他妈的犯贱。then group mate who finished exam started chionging assignment right after that, ok give you credit for effort. then started msn-ing me at 2am to discuss this question. awesome. ended up just telling me "i dunno how to do, but i got answers from my friends". then why not just tell me your friends' answers before 2am? since your answers = your friends' ones anyway. so i ended up BOTHERED by a STUPID macro assignment from 830pm to 3am. FREAKING AWESOME. and the best part of the assignment is the last question was something not taught during lecture. teaching feedback exercise.... i got alot of things to say!!! >< bloody hell. and for my group: i really dunno if i should be feeling ANGRY, SAD OR HAPPY. i can see the efforts, i can see that you all are trying, but i dont see the answers which is what we need when the deadline is just tomorrow. and then everyone just tell me that "o i have this, and that". YAH I AM SUPER FREE, I DONT HAVE REPORT, I DONT NEED TIME FOR MYSELF?! ok enough of my macro! at least im happy because the exam is 40MCQs.

oo and on a side note, i actually cried out tears of anger because of stupid macro. i didnt even do that when i was in the week of hell when i had deadlines everyday of the week. bloody macro seriously. you better give me at least a B+ if not i will curse the professor and tutor once i remember. if not i will just bitch about the both of you to everyone i know. HMPH!!

ok, then its alright! now to SS report, i started editing the report, and providing consultation for my macro group mate at the same time. and i finished editing before i finished discussing my macro. lol. and the time to edit comes from my group mate thinking of what to ask me. >< but anyway, after i was officially done with macro at 3am, i need to start editing the report, because the word limit exceeded by 200+ words. torture, i had to read the entire report 10times? to cut away the excess 200+ words. cos i think chenee added all the flowers with mac, then mingxi told me before that mac word count and microsoft word count different, so i asked tz to do word count, and ended up to be 1.5K+ lor. sighhs. so no choice had to do word cutting, after all i was still rather conscious at 3am despite sleeping for only 4hours. im seriously amazed at myself. yupps so after cutting all the words away, it became 530.. sighhs. broke record for the semester already lor. this semester's record was originally 4am one. SIGHS. sad life.

today, woke up at 2pm, asked tz how is the report, then she called me and told me the word count yesterday was wrong. we didn't exceed the word limit. LOL. joke. but well, at least after my editing, alot of repeats were removed and the report became concise just that it was too concise, so tz and chenee continued adding flowers hahaha. but i am alright with it la. but then again! our SS report got 4 ppl doing!! so ytd i was rather disappointed with weile, i know he is tired, but then again who is NOT? i thought he could just take a nap and then at least crawl up in the night to show concern but well, he did not. DISAPPOINTING. sighs.

and well thats the end of my epic thursday!!

now i shall look back at the semester now!!
the most memorable module this semester for me was surprisingly biz comm, the one that i had the worst impression of cos of the complaints i kept hearing from my friends last semester.. i really think biz comm is ALL about the tutor. if your tutor is good, biz comm would be a nice module, which was what happened for my case! :D
my biz comm group was an interesting combination of an author, marketing major, food critic and me, an accountant! it was kinda the first time i did group work with 3 business students. i was also worried because i was the only girl in the group and i was very scared that i wont be able to talk to them without feeling awkward. so i was actually happy that they were guys of my frequency, so i was super relieved. but i knew that for this first half of the semester, i was still feeling uneasy in the class, partly cos of the stress to fight for for class participation. but later in the semester, i 看开 already after doing more group work. so i started enjoying the classes as the people in my class started getting close to each other and the atmosphere was very amiable :D but my biz comm group was really one of the best groups i had so far. frankly speaking, working with them was less stressful and better than working with tz they all too. maybe because we have the same attitude towards work which is very important. although brad didnt do anything, bryan and mingxi put in effort to overlook everyone's work and we helped each other. it was good, because i was not the only one overlooking now and it minimized the mental burden i have. :) and they were nice people to talk to which is the best part. ^^ I NEED TO TALK. i really like my tutor alot. he makes me feel that i have things to learn from him, even when biz comm is such a general module. i learnt from him in terms of organizing slides, how to pay attention to even more anal stuff than now. hahaha. i will write super good stuff for him for academic feedback :D

APB was ok maybe because i was grouped with tz, tb and jean. jean makes me feel very safe/relieved. although she always throw me links/tons of information to read, at least she motivates me to do my work properly, if not i will feel very guilty when i go for group discussions. cos i know she will definitely put in more effort than me even when she is super tired.. :) tb exceeded my expectations cos this time round she actually took more initiative as compared to the last time i did mkting with her. :D :D but tz still can improve la. she didnt contribute much for the tutorial answers.. sighhs. but i think she tried hard so its ok bah.

GEM = slack. hahahaha. i went for the first and last lecture so its considered got head got tail muahahahahaha! thinking if i should study very hard or just anyhow study.. >< 60MCQs. very hard for me to study THAT HARD. sighhs. I WILL TRY. maybe can get >B+ :D :D then i can work abit less hard next sem HAHAHAHAHA!

Singapore studies was ok, much better than i expected maybe because of the prof? it is nice to listen to him talk cos his english is very smooth, and he instills interest in me with his jokes and hidden criticisms at the government. felt more like a singaporean after listening to him talk. maybe thats why SS is a compulsory thingy in NUS eh? national identity hahahaha! it was also the first time i did project with chenee! chenee really very power! it feels good to be working with another superwoman.. cos sometimes one superwoman very tired de... and i like her working style because it is very systematic! something for me to learn from too :D :D

now i shall talk about huiping and her bf, GG. sighs. i dun understand GG at all. not like huiping understands anyway. that day went out with huiping (AFTER SO LONG) to shop for tianzhu's present.. and she was telling me about her and GG, actually i think im one of the last few to know already, but yah anyway, she's been emoing for some time? which i actually find it ridiculous, but then again, who is right and who is wrong, there is not really a direct answer. i was surprised because huiping actually thought of breaking up with GG before. but she is still quite 不舍得 so never. and she even thought of giving up her circle of friends just for GG and that i find it absolutely ridiculous. sighs. LOVE IS BLIND. lucky huiping is waking up. talking about GG, i really find him to be NOT A MAN. he is so PETTY for not allowing huiping to treat us nicely, saying that he doesnt feel special. hello, how special do you want to be when huiping spends like 90% of her free time with you? idiot. oo and me, being a woman is also petty, so i will never forget your 臭脸. LIKE WHO ARE YOU TO SHOW ME THAT FACE? and it is common courtesy to acknowledge your girlfriend's friend's presence NICELY. asshole. and because i am PETTY like you, i will glare at you the next time i see you :) and GG is SUPERFICIAL. after getting with huiping for around 6months, he actually started criticizing huiping's physical appearance? absurd. her physical appearance totally did not change before you got together with her. so why are you complaining about it now? just dont like her in the first place la. JERK. phew, so happy to let out all the vengeance here. :D

this semester, apple and huiying went for exchange... I MISS THE BOTH OF THEM!! especially apple. huiying not as much (though i feel bad for that) cos dun really see that often also. but i miss apple!! cos she is my crazy sister.. its very difficult to find a friend who has 99% same frequency as you and she is one :D although she is born later than me, she felt like an elder sister to me, and at times i will be her elder sister. its the way we take care of each other that makes me treasure her that much i guess. cos this semester dun really have anyone whom i can depend on that much as compared to apple. and without huiying, i think we wont be having any ah lian outings/k sessions. because this time round, i really want to keep my ground firm, and NOT ORGANIZE anything. previously i complained to huiying and then afterwards she took the initiative to organize. now that she is on exchange, no one will organize already because the rest are JUST LAZY BUMS. it is ok, cos im still thinking whether i should be their "good" friend too, because its so tiring to be one. yah because every time im with them, i spend most of the time, finding myself...

its slow and lag. but i m going to try recalling last semester :) last sem i took 3 accounting modules with jean, apple and sokmui and we did all 3 accounting group work together :D jean as usual, super disciplined and hardworking. apple is more of last minute but still produce quality work, i am more of the constant type, do bit by bit with little quantity but got high (hopefully) quality :D sokmui, my new friend, likes to finish things very early so that she can sleep hahaha, and she is always the first to send her parts over. the 4 of us, no one is a leader or anything, but we work very well together, because every one of us will help each other out and look through everything :) maybe that was one of the main reasons i liked accounting modules last semester ^^ if only accounting modules' group work were less heavy, i think we will have more fun doing them. cos there will be more time to talk cock :D before jean drags us back to work. hahahaha!

as for nvac, im getting used to the procedures already, so feeling much better and not as irritated with stuff :D but still i cant wait for october to come and hand down. then i can happily wait for my korea exchange in 2012 :D

korea! korea!
big bang concert 2012! must know how to buy the ticket first.
oo and talking about big bang! hahaha.
i found a lot of khaki like kiamian through facebook, and indirectly influencing other people to become VIP too! hahaha. i am such a good commission-less promoter! :D :D
and next sem, i am going to take korean language module with kiamian too!! hahahah! damn cool can!
oo i am looking forward to next semester :D and of course the end of 2011 :D