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20110516

lalala. just changed my template again (for myself to see only). lol.
i think i am a very paranoid person, or contradictory. i feel like opening up my blog, so i dun have to type the password everytime i go and preview the blog template when i am editing it. its not like i mind people reading my blog then knowing more about the darker sides of me, but i am more afraid that people will judge me, or leak out stuff that i was unhappy about because that will only harm friendships. although now i dont really mind if some friendships are gone. those that i cared about most in the past, but trying to make myself care less/not care anymore. weird right, i know. but it is to save myself from being more 犯贱. haha.