不想一路走來珍惜的回憶沒有你

20120703

When a girl says no to a guy and it actually meant yes. I think I could understand why she did that now. It is because she knows the guy don't know how to handle the answer yes... Sighs I guess I am being too nice am I? 犯贱犯傻了... If I am treating you as a very good friend, I wonder if I am the same to you too.. Not that I am asking for ultra nice treatment, but probably the way you treat a normal friend is better than the way you are treating me. Dilemma. I don't want to sound like a stupid woman requiring attention or what. Because I know I don't need. But probably at that point of time where the rain was dampening everything, i really felt like an abused kid. Just following wherever you go or do. Like wtf. Totally. I need to rant!!! Cos I don't want this to spoil anything that we are facing now. As a group. And definitely not in the middle of an overseas trip. It is horrible. I know I can't handle the awkwardness. Sighs. But I don't want this to continue too. Guess I should try to widen the distance between me and him now. There is a limit to close friends. Yes. Close friends. Can't be anything more than that already. I née to draw the limit myself. 그만해.